Saturday, December 13, 2008

Bad dream

It's 3am, and I've just had one.  
My worst fear, and it just became real in my dream.  
I'm crying so much, but silently because i don't want to wake anyone in this lovely family that i'm staying with.
  
It's times like these that i hate not being with someone so so much:  
I don't have anyone to comfort me when I'm really sad.  
I'm alone.  
And atm, i'm in real need of a man hug.  
But i won't get one.  
Because i don't have a man.  

And worse, so much worse, i can't shake this dream.  
Because this dream is the reason i'm crying and upset and in need of comfort.    
Oh, how i want the morning to come.  

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