23

...eugh.  Birthdays are not what they used to be.  Today's going to be weird.  I'm spending the day at work, and have nothing organised for this evening.

I'm not really where i thought i'd be in life either.  You know, when you're younger and plan out what's going to happen in what year of your life?  I expected to be married.  Part of me is glad i'm not.  But i'd be lying if i said i didn't want that to begin to happen in the next few years of my life.  I'm petrified that i might never get married.  Not because i don't like being alone, although that is sometimes true, other times i treasure it.  I just want to be able to share life with someone.  But then i love the freedom that singleness brings.  Is odd being this age.  

Is crazy another year has gone - i'm so thankful for my health and wellbeing over this last year, God has been good.  I'm intrigued as to what my next year is going to be like...hmmm...