Tonight...

I'm going out.  Lee's djing.  Whoop-de-whoop! 

BUT...it's flippin freezing.  

Hmmm...

Momentum and Greenbelt

...i'm considering doing them both. 

Would that be completely insane?!

I just like the idea of filling my time with fun stuff, and saying 'why not?' to things more often.  I'm young, single, and not paying off a mortgage...i should surely take as much advantage of these things when i can...?

Emotions

How is it that i can be happy as anything one moment, and then the next be as opposite as you can get?  What is that about?  

How is it that something i feel fine about at one point, can suddenly make me feel completely horrible?  Am i in denial when it's fine, or wallowing when it's horrible?

And can i get to a state where i'm happy and fine without the switching happening?

I'm really hoping that this is hormonal. 

One storey

I like the idea of living on one floor.  Of swanning around listening to my music and having the floor all floorboards with rugs in the different rooms, carpet in my bedroom, openish plan...

i think i watch too many American shows and films. 

I want a dog

But i really don't at the same time.  

Good job, as i rent.  

But seriously though.  

I want a dog.  

I miss my gerbil.  

I'd love another...only i'd prefer a pet that runs around my house.  Even though i totally loved my gerbil.

I can't have a dog.  

Gorgeous!

Man alive...i took a young person to Bham library today, and there were some gorgeous men there.  And now they're on my tv too.  Gorgeous men.  

But i'll bet you anything they're not christian.  

Or have some serious issues.  

Or both. 

Running low...

...of my porky pigs.  I need to find some more.  Asda Walmart has them i think, that's where i got them from before.  

Worryingly...Whittards in Birmingham has closed, and the website is sold out of white hot chocolate.  I'm seriously considering visiting the one in Nottingham and stocking up.  Look:

...uh-oh...